I don’t always rant, but…
When someone is not educated on sexual orientation, gender identity, gender expression, etc…, and they make a law out of their ignorant assumptions & beliefs…. Uuuhhmm…. I’ve been gaying longer than you, I think I know what I’m talking about son x_X It doesn’t matter if you’re cisgender or not, feminine, masculine, androgynous, If you have male/female genitalia, who you are attracted to, at what age you figure any of this out, or if at any given time any of this changes… gender roles shouldn’t be forced upon any living individual… anything from your clothing, to the way you walk & talk, the way you do your hair, your hobbies, your cleaning & cooking abilities… everybody is entitled to liking, or not liking any of those things and we shouldn’t be looked down upon, or bullied & harassed for being ourselves!
Sigh…
You know you’re fucked when you find yourself crying over everything & nothing throughout the day, and you realize that you are not PMSing anymore cuz your period just ended -.-
Its one of those days…
Its one of those days
that you walk around the house
and randomly
without an effort
without a facial expression
the tears come out
Escape
Run down your face
The flow
Steady & good
But Intermittent
because there’s distractions to face
the kids
your mom
the dishes
the dog
But that one moment alone
Bathroom break
Take out the trash
Go to your room for a sec
And they’re back
I check the phone
your reply is on point
the wording is good
there is nothing wrong
but it hurts
Indecisiveness
Nothing is promised
I’m tired
Can you please search for me
For once
Be the one that fights for me
To keep me
Be the one that’s not proud
The one that without a doubt intends to keep their promises
The one that makes me feel secure
The one that has nothing to hide
because this loneliness is deep
we’re together, but we’re not
I’m still alone
and alone I cry
These tears that surprise me during those random moments throughout the day
but I don’t mind
I need more alone time
to savior my sorrow
to let theses feelings flow
without interruptions
without the precautions
I need to talk to myself
give myself strenght
drink, & cheers by myself
to myself
and let it all out
Welcome those tears
Welcome the sorrow
Its just one of those days that can wait till tomorrow
(via amercantiger)




